So here I am again, good ol JFK airport in the Jet Blue terminal. The last time I was here was almost three months ago after Jesse and I came to celebrate Christmas and his 21st birthday. That was a trip I won't ever forget, for many reasons. Despite the unpleasantness that came bundled with traveling over the holiday season,it was a great experience. Although I love visiting Manhattan and Brooklyn I have easily come to the conclusion that I could never live here. Getting caught up in the hustle and bustle that is NYC is in no way appealing to me. I prefer a more relaxing, slower paced lifestyle. California suits me much better.
Today I have spent a lot of time pondering the past few months, and what's coming down the pipeline for me. I am so proud of myself for stomaching through some of the toughest situations I've ever been presented, and keeping my head up and a smile on my face. A lot of people close to me don't even know half the shit I've been through this year already. But to be honest, I like it that way. My struggles are my own to deal with. It's not that I can't or won't share them with the significant people in my life ...it's more that I prefer dealing with things myself first. Because let's be honest here, people come and go, and at the end of the day you have to be able to do shit on your own.
This is just a bunch of rambling resulting from hours of free time, which is something I'm not used to at all. Shortly after I board this plane I will be reunited with two, hopefully three, of the best ladies I know. Kayla,Ashley and Jaci. Each of them beautiful in their own way. Just knowing them has made me a better person, and I am looking forward to the ridiculousness that will commence in a few short hours.
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