One of my childhood friends gave birth to a beautiful baby girl today. I could never imagine myself in that position.
At least no t for a while anyway. I am infinitely happy for her though. It takes a exceptional woman to be a mother. I know
that I am fortunate to have a mother as selfless and devoted as mine. She has always encouraged me to follow my intuition,
and pursue my ambitions. I can only hope to be half the woman she is.
The past few days I have been on edge. I know that the change in my attitude can solely be attributed to the amount of school work that I have to complete, specifically in my precalculus / trigonometry class. But, I have already told myself that I'm going to suck it up and deal with it. The pay off will be worth the 8+ hours of homework a week. Hopefully the people around me don't become frustrated with me for being so moody.
It's discouraging to be in this situation. I am usually pretty good at keeping my emotions under control while maintaining a positive outlook. Right now I am experiencing the exact opposite of this, and I can't seem to shake myself out of it.

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