i'll sleep when i'm dead...

i can already tell that this semester is going to be draining. currently i don't have a job so i am being very frugal, and as a result i'm not doing much of anything besides homework. i can't imagine right now what my life will be like once i start my new position. well, i do know that i'll be making more money, but will i have the time to actually enjoy myself? i hope so....

my moods are changing with the onset of fall, but that is typical i suppose. not that the weather is even changing yet, it's still disgustingly hot outside, but to me everything seems to be veiled in a hazy gray. boring. routine. day after day after day. wah wah wahhh

i do have plenty of things to look forward to though. when it's cooler i will instantly be reminded of last winter break and how i met a boy who makes me smile. we are going to nyc after christmas, and i can't wait. one of my main objectives while i'm there is to go ice skating. it seems pretty silly but i will enjoy watching jesse bust his ass.

there are a lot of things i miss, but mostly it is my best friend. she's home this week but i won't even be able to go see her. we really are growing up.